I don't know if he'll let me call him dad.
I hope he'll let me call him dad since I never had one. I'm sick of the orphanage. I wrote him another note last night and sent it to him. Nanny says he just is busy and he don't have no time to write back. He's in business. He's got all the money in the whole world! I remember when he came to the orphanage and picked me. He said he was going to adopt me. It made me so happy. I love him because he's a nice guy. And he's my dad. I hope he lets me call him that. I don't know what his real name is so I hope he just lets me call him dad. I guess I don't need to know what his real name is as long as he just lets me call him dad. He picked me and then he said he'd be right back. I think he is doing a big business deal! I bet he does it just for fun since he has all the money in the whole world already!
Randy is a jerk. He said he won't ever come back and that he's one of those no show daddies that doesn't hurt kids feelings because he don't want them to know he don't want them so he just leaves. He's wrong. I know he just has to do the paperwork. Nanny says the paperwork is a river. I understand. But I'm sick of the orphanage.
Oh I forgot to tell him in my letter that my leg is better. I broke my leg 2 weeks ago and it's better now. Nanny said that dad is going to pay the bill! I know he could, because he's got all the money in the whole world! Sorry I keep saying that but it's aasome. I bet he could pay everybody's doctor bills.
I'm going to write him again and tell him that I forgot to tell him about my leg being better. I wish he would write me back. It's been a long time. Randy is getting on my nerves. No parents will take him because he's mean to them when they come by. He hates everything. He broke some of my toys. One of them was my Snake Eyes G.I. Joe that I got that Nanny said was a gift from my dad but she don't know that I saw it in her bags she brought from the store. I wish she wouldn't do that. I'm a big boy, I don't like for people to lie to me. Randy tore the head off of Snake Eyes. I'm still mad.
Oh I shouldn't tell you but I tried to run away last month to go find my dad. Nanny stopped me. I had already gotten on the train! Even Randy thought that was cool. He's never been on a train. Nanny was so mad she said that we can't do that it's not allowed. I don't see why though. He already said he wanted to adopt me. I think Nanny doesn't want me to leave sometimes.
I have a red spot on my thigh that itches really bad. It's been there for months and I keep telling Nanny that I need to go to the doctor to have them fix it. She said they don't handle itchy spots. I don't see why not if they are the doctors then they are supposed to fix your problems on your body, right? I wish dad would come. I bet he could make them look at it. He's got so much money. The doctors need alot of money to do anything. I bet they don't look at itchy spots because they don't make enough money off of them. I bet dad is smart enough to know what to do to fix it on his own. I don't even need the doctors. I told him about it in my letter 2 days ago so he knows. Maybe that will make him wrap up his business deal and come get me. I only saw him through the glass and it had hand print smudges on it but I still feel like I miss him. Don't tell Randy. I can't talk to Randy because he doesn't understand and he makes fun of me. Maybe I just want a dad. But I can still tell he's a nice guy. Randy makes fun of me even when I don't mention him. I can't talk to him about it. I'm glad that you listened to me.
I wish he would come get me. I'm sick of the orphanage. Sometimes I'm even sick of Nanny. I know she loves me but she doesn't understand because she never felt like me. I'm ready for him to get me so that I can show Randy that he did adopt me and that he just had to deal with the paperwork and his business deal. I'm getting older now and people don't adopt older people. He has to come get me because no one else will.
He has to. I know he will. He has to.
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